What I feel and think is unexplainable
For what Ive tried to do before proves that so
As I close my eyes I see the light
But when I open them I see the same dull smile I hide myself behind
For when I finally reach my goal
For me to grow wise and old
For me to reach the happiness for once and for all
I would have reached it all on my own
But not by being alone
But for losing everyone that makes me love the world
And if I stay with the people I love
And if I love me too
Ill finally reach the happiness I seek for
But that day will never come
For I always mess something up
That makes my hatred for me to grow
That makes me remember my past for what I regret ever doing too
To say I hate myself is putting it short
But what I feel about myself is beyond words that could explain
For I need to repress said emotions
Or else ill be a bad guy too.
For what Ive tried to do before proves that so
As I close my eyes I see the light
But when I open them I see the same dull smile I hide myself behind
For when I finally reach my goal
For me to grow wise and old
For me to reach the happiness for once and for all
I would have reached it all on my own
But not by being alone
But for losing everyone that makes me love the world
And if I stay with the people I love
And if I love me too
Ill finally reach the happiness I seek for
But that day will never come
For I always mess something up
That makes my hatred for me to grow
That makes me remember my past for what I regret ever doing too
To say I hate myself is putting it short
But what I feel about myself is beyond words that could explain
For I need to repress said emotions
Or else ill be a bad guy too.
