“It feels weird to feel like…I don’t know. Conflicted I guess.”
“You always say you’re conflicted.”
“Yeah but it’s weirder this time because I have to force myself to have self control. And I have to force myself to unlove someone I’ve loved for a long time.”
“I can see how that’s conflicting. I don’t know if I could do that.”
“I don’t know if I can either. Everything reminds me of her, I see her damn near everywhere, and I have all these memories I’m just forced to forget about. I don’t want to forget them. I don’t want to forget her.”
“Well I know for sure you won’t forget her. Look at how much you talk about her. She’ll always be apart of you. Just separately.”
“I don’t want separate. If she’s apart of me she shouldn’t be away from me.”
“Then you guys need to fix it.”
“I don’t know how reparable this situation is. I want to fix it but I don’t know if I can.”
“You can’t alone. But it can be fixed.”
“I don’t know. Maybe. But maybe we need to be apart to fix it. You know absence makes the heart grow fonder and shit like that.”
“Nigga be serious. That’s just you running from the problem again because you’re scared that it won’t work.”
"That’s a reasonable fear.”
"That’s an irrational solution.”
“So I should talk to her?”
“I’m not saying you should, I’m also not saying you shouldn’t.”
“Weak ass piece of advice.”
“Well I can’t fix the situation for you so do what you want. I’m just saying it’s not a horrible idea.”
“I’m scared though. What if it goes wrong?”
“But what if it goes right?”
“You always say you’re conflicted.”
“Yeah but it’s weirder this time because I have to force myself to have self control. And I have to force myself to unlove someone I’ve loved for a long time.”
“I can see how that’s conflicting. I don’t know if I could do that.”
“I don’t know if I can either. Everything reminds me of her, I see her damn near everywhere, and I have all these memories I’m just forced to forget about. I don’t want to forget them. I don’t want to forget her.”
“Well I know for sure you won’t forget her. Look at how much you talk about her. She’ll always be apart of you. Just separately.”
“I don’t want separate. If she’s apart of me she shouldn’t be away from me.”
“Then you guys need to fix it.”
“I don’t know how reparable this situation is. I want to fix it but I don’t know if I can.”
“You can’t alone. But it can be fixed.”
“I don’t know. Maybe. But maybe we need to be apart to fix it. You know absence makes the heart grow fonder and shit like that.”
“Nigga be serious. That’s just you running from the problem again because you’re scared that it won’t work.”
"That’s a reasonable fear.”
"That’s an irrational solution.”
“So I should talk to her?”
“I’m not saying you should, I’m also not saying you shouldn’t.”
“Weak ass piece of advice.”
“Well I can’t fix the situation for you so do what you want. I’m just saying it’s not a horrible idea.”
“I’m scared though. What if it goes wrong?”
“But what if it goes right?”