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You make me anxious 
​Trey Sherrod, December 2022

Why can’t I function around you
When you’re even remotely close to me it makes it harder and harder for me to breathe
My heart starts to race and my hands begin to shake
I can’t move
My stomach sinks to my a**
And I feel like I might die
You make me anxious.

That feeling has been depicted as love in the movies, but it can’t possibly be
I shouldn’t be on edge at the sight of you
I’m hyper-aware of your very existence
Your every move is on my radar and I catch chills
Shock runs through my body and I can hardly even focus
You make me indescribably anxious.

I want to run away, but the more I try, the closer you get
The more I run, I run myself up a wall
But being at a standstill isn’t helpful either 
because you push and I fall
I fall and I spiral
You strike a nerve
And you make me anxious.

My friends make fun of me for it like it’s funny
But it’s the opposite
I shouldn’t give you power
You shouldn’t be stopping s**t
I should just drop this s**t
It’s hard to just knock that s**t cause you make me so anxious
And it’s kinda hard to change it when I can’t move
I’m sorry if I act weird around you
You just make me anxious.


Trey Sherrod

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        • Where's All The Halloween Spirit?
        • Op-Eds >
          • The white Christmas Ideology
          • FUN & QUIRKY CHRISTMAS TRADITIONS AROUND THE WORLD
          • The Hanukkah Games
          • Next Generation of A-List Hollywood Stars
          • Juice WRLD: A Celebration of Life
          • High School's Personal Hell: Finals
          • Why Eggnog?
        • Why Hocus Pocus Is The Best Halloween Movie
        • An Overanalysis Of The Nightmare Before Christmas
        • The History of Halloween
        • BROOKS TOP 5: Movies and Horror Games
        • HOW TO WRITE THE PERFECT HORROR
        • The Quarry: Game Review
        • Game Review: Outlast 2
        • Who's the Ghoulest of Them All?
        • Game Review: Silent Hill
      • Hiding Behind the Strength
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        • Why Princess Bubblegum Isn't A Bad Person
        • Crazy Rich Asians: Movie vs Book Review
        • Why Craig of The Creek is the Best Children's Show
        • GOD OF WAR Review
        • Watch Interview with the Vampire
        • Top 5 Classic Christmas Movies IMO/BROOKS OPINION
        • Tokyo Godfathers is a Weird, Wonderful Christmas Gem
        • Top 10 Videogame Soundtracks
      • Location Reviews >
        • Daisy's Po-Boy & Tavern
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        • Brooks Men's Varsity Basketball: Analysis
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