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everything is not real

mr. de vaul


Other than the lost 5- dollar bill
Hiding in the hoodie
Hiding in the back of my closet 
Tucked away in a lint-filled savings account

I rarely handle physical money these days

I use my phone
To click click 
Face scan 
Wallet activated 
Hold near reader 
Approved

I reload with another point and click
Drop-down, submit
More credits at my disposal

Where they come from
Where they go
No one knows

The cloud maybe
The fluffy grey weather manipulations
Dissipated 

Imagine
Me
Shapeless

At the gates waiting for my password reset email
Ironic then I can’t buy my way into heaven
Being that all my riches are stored up there

Adjacent to thoughts and prayers 
Sent up
For that one friend from high school 
Who I knew
Kinda

His Facebook flooded with
Miss yous And RIPs
And gones but never forgottens 

Several years have elapsed
Fading condolences into the land of
Remember so and so
Forgotten

Say his name 
And pose next to cracking mural paint
In honor of a black life that mattered

Once
Upon a time 
Freedom fairy tales

Platitudes rarely placate 
The vacated space 
Now occupied by hatred

Sick imaginations
The emperor’s new clothes 
Don’t cover the holes
Of truths lay bare in the open
Naked

Legislation passed by asses
I didn’t vote for 

Maybe because I was skeptical
Does my ballot even count
Am I a patriot
Fuck the government
Turns to tax evasion 

Meanwhile 
AI renderings of skyscrapers 
Built atop
Renovated wastelands

The sign above the all-new plush plaza 
Trump Gaza

We were here first borders 
Evaporated 
And redrawn as if one’s homeland is 
A figment of imagination

Where do we belong
Where does the soul go after the body burns

Do internal scars heal 
After the wound ceases to bleed

Aren’t we a wee
too old for games of make believe 

When did we lose the right to return
To “real”

mr. de vaul

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      • Ugly Flower
      • 18
      • Pookie Wookie Bear & Baba Gurrlllll
      • You never really heard me
      • What can money buy?
      • Swan
      • Top of the Food Chain
      • Weekend Routine
      • Living Organism
      • Kaimós
      • Real
      • Frostbitten Flowers
      • Where Have All The People Gone
      • Hongdae RnB
      • Letter to Mr. Prentice: Assistant Principal Appreciation
      • My lesson in letting go
    • Op-Eds >
      • I Hate TikTok Commenters
      • Locker Room Legislation 101: Why trans women never hurt you.
      • How Much I Love Cabbage
      • Why Appealing to a Man is Impossible: The Madonna-Whore Complex
      • Everything I hate about AI
    • Artist Corner >
      • Emotions
      • Bloom Art
      • Eye of Spring
      • Remind Me That I Am A Fool
    • Media Reviews
  • Featured Article
    • Why Appealing to a Man is Impossible: The Madonna-Whore Complex
  • Teacher's Corner
    • Teachers Corner: Everything is Not Real
    • Teachers Corner: How to Combat chatGPT? Embrace the Same Anti-Authoritarian Teaching Practices We Should’ve Been Doing All Along
    • Teacher's Corner: Mr. Hazzard's Love Letter To Brooks
    • Teacher's Corner: Gordon
    • Teacher's Corner: Wilde
    • Teacher's Corner: David
    • Teacher's Corner: Ejzak
    • Rago: I like to move it move it