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everything is not real

mr. devaul


Other than the lost 5- dollar bill
Hiding in the hoodie
Hiding in the back of my closet 
Tucked away in a lint-filled savings account

I rarely handle physical money these days

I use my phone
To click click 
Face scan 
Wallet activated 
Hold near reader 
Approved

I reload with another point and click
Drop-down, submit
More credits at my disposal

Where they come from
Where they go
No one knows

The cloud maybe
The fluffy grey weather manipulations
Dissipated 

Imagine
Me
Shapeless

At the gates waiting for my password reset email
Ironic then I can’t buy my way into heaven
Being that all my riches are stored up there

Adjacent to thoughts and prayers 
Sent up
For that one friend from high school 
Who I knew
Kinda

His Facebook flooded with
Miss yous And RIPs
And gones but never forgottens 

Several years have elapsed
Fading condolences into the land of
Remember so and so
Forgotten

Say his name 
And pose next to cracking mural paint
In honor of a black life that mattered

Once
Upon a time 
Freedom fairy tales

Platitudes rarely placate 
The vacated space 
Now occupied by hatred

Sick imaginations
The emperor’s new clothes 
Don’t cover the holes
Of truths lay bare in the open
Naked

Legislation passed by asses
I didn’t vote for 

Maybe because I was skeptical
Does my ballot even count
Am I a patriot
Fuck the government
Turns to tax evasion 

Meanwhile 
AI renderings of skyscrapers 
Built atop
Renovated wastelands

The sign above the all-new plush plaza 
Trump Gaza

We were here first borders 
Evaporated 
And redrawn as if one’s homeland is 
A figment of imagination

Where do we belong
Where does the soul go after the body burns

Do internal scars heal 
After the wound ceases to bleed

Aren’t we a wee
too old for games of make believe 

When did we lose the right to return
To “real”

mr. de vaul

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  • This Month
    • BALM Radio >
      • September 2025
      • October 2025
      • November 2025
    • Op-Eds >
      • My Experience Being Painfully Insecure.
      • The Overconsumption Cycle
      • Know Your Rights: What To Do Around Ice
      • Every Season Has A Purpose
    • CREATIVE WRITING >
      • America’s Broken Mirror
      • 400 Lux
      • The boy who feels like Monday
      • Transgressions Against the Father
      • How Fish Become Gods
      • How Fish Become Gods Pt.2
      • Colors of The Wind
      • Friends Forever Not
      • written
      • Why I Spend so Much Time on Rooftops
      • I am from trees and flowers in autumn
      • I WONDER
      • Deathbot Chapter 2: Mellow Rain
      • stolen whispers
      • Puppets in Suits
      • They Hate Us Cause They Ain't Us
      • Heartbreak is a massacre.
      • affliction
      • Sides
      • I Refuse To Cry
      • The Silent Wonders of Time
      • Why So Serious?
      • The Painful Wonders of Space
      • Ante Meridiem
    • Artist Corner >
      • How Fish Became Gods
      • D&D Compilation
    • Media Reviews >
      • Watership Down
      • The Black Phone 2: More is Less
  • Featured Article
    • An Age-Old Question
    • Know Your Rights: What To Do Around Ice
  • Teacher's Corner
    • Teachers Corner: DeVaul
    • Teachers Corner: Ejzak: How to Combat chatGPT? Embrace the Same Anti-Authoritarian Teaching Practices We Should’ve Been Doing All Along
    • Teacher's Corner: Mr. Hazzard's Love Letter To Brooks
    • Teacher's Corner: Gordon
    • Teacher's Corner: Wilde
    • Teacher's Corner: David
    • Teacher's Corner: Ejzak
    • Teacher's Corner: Rago
  • Archive
    • 9.25 >
      • In Another Universe
      • The Stars
      • Two
      • Europe Photos
      • Is Hope the New Punk Rock?: Superman Movie Review
      • Pretty in Pink
      • Cancel the Mouse: Why New Disney Sucks
      • Lampshade
      • Rose Garden
      • My Favorite Color Used To Be Pink
      • I'm Not a Writer: The Importance of Being Bad at Things
      • American Circus
      • Freedom Within The Soul
      • Watering Can
      • Are America’s Food Regulations Really Keeping Us Safe?
      • You!!
      • My Father's Son
      • Good Mother
      • Broken Mold
      • Young and Pretty
      • Pluto
      • Always.
      • A Talk About Illegals
      • Eyes
      • Woes of the Mediocre
      • Two Summers
      • "Are You Stupid?"
      • Chimeras: Growing Up in Majority-White and Majority-Black Schools
    • 10.25 >
      • Absense of August
      • Being fast is a disease
      • Why Won't You Listen To Me???
      • DayDreamer
      • The Nature of the Soul: A Brief Insight
      • Three of the LiB
      • I'm Not a Writer: Small Things to Live For in the Winter
      • Deltarune: The "Real" Reality
      • Perfectly Imperfect: Gilmore Girls Review
      • You Bring Out the Artist in Me
      • In Every Universe
      • We're All Racist
      • If You're So Wise, Why Do You Come Off So Passionless?
      • Alcoholism, Parasites, and Trauma in Weapons.
      • How Animal Farm by George Orwell Still Speaks Today
      • Back To The Beginning: The Summer I Turned Pretty Season 1 Review
      • Deathbot Chapter 1
      • Art fight Collection
      • 흑인들이 보낸 것입니다 (This Came From Black People)
      • How To Train Your Hyper-Realistic Live Action Reboot
      • Petty Games
      • The Diary of A Poet
      • Hatchetfield Trilogy Review
      • Guitar Object Study
      • Thunder
      • Lost and Never Found
      • God Bless America
      • Eviscerated
      • Masked
      • Those Girls
      • Why I Follow Jesus
      • The Subjectivity of Creativity: How Wrongful Interpretation is Dangerous
      • Stolen Whispers
      • Blood
      • Class of 2013