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everything is not real

mr. devaul


Other than the lost 5- dollar bill
Hiding in the hoodie
Hiding in the back of my closet 
Tucked away in a lint-filled savings account

I rarely handle physical money these days

I use my phone
To click click 
Face scan 
Wallet activated 
Hold near reader 
Approved

I reload with another point and click
Drop-down, submit
More credits at my disposal

Where they come from
Where they go
No one knows

The cloud maybe
The fluffy grey weather manipulations
Dissipated 

Imagine
Me
Shapeless

At the gates waiting for my password reset email
Ironic then I can’t buy my way into heaven
Being that all my riches are stored up there

Adjacent to thoughts and prayers 
Sent up
For that one friend from high school 
Who I knew
Kinda

His Facebook flooded with
Miss yous And RIPs
And gones but never forgottens 

Several years have elapsed
Fading condolences into the land of
Remember so and so
Forgotten

Say his name 
And pose next to cracking mural paint
In honor of a black life that mattered

Once
Upon a time 
Freedom fairy tales

Platitudes rarely placate 
The vacated space 
Now occupied by hatred

Sick imaginations
The emperor’s new clothes 
Don’t cover the holes
Of truths lay bare in the open
Naked

Legislation passed by asses
I didn’t vote for 

Maybe because I was skeptical
Does my ballot even count
Am I a patriot
Fuck the government
Turns to tax evasion 

Meanwhile 
AI renderings of skyscrapers 
Built atop
Renovated wastelands

The sign above the all-new plush plaza 
Trump Gaza

We were here first borders 
Evaporated 
And redrawn as if one’s homeland is 
A figment of imagination

Where do we belong
Where does the soul go after the body burns

Do internal scars heal 
After the wound ceases to bleed

Aren’t we a wee
too old for games of make believe 

When did we lose the right to return
To “real”

mr. de vaul

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    • LGBTQ+ Resources
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  • This Month
    • BALM Radio >
      • September 2025
      • October 2025
      • November 2025
      • February 2026
      • March 2026
    • Op-Eds >
      • Anybody can be Spider-Man
      • Ramadan
      • The Pocketbook Bargain
      • It's time to start indulging
      • Your Abusive Boyfriend Is Not DL
      • Know Your Rights: What To Do Around Ice
    • CREATIVE WRITING >
      • Invisible Thread
      • Dear Jane Doe
      • What Could I Be
      • Weather Boy
      • I hate you
      • My Beautiful Spring
      • I, Who Have Worn Many Faces
      • Creativity Is A Burden On The Creative
      • Arrow Through The Chest
      • Deathbott Chapter 5
      • YOLO OR YËAT
      • Deathbott Chapter 6
    • Artist Corner >
      • Dream Sweet in Sea Major
      • Dog.
      • When you have a bat, everything looks like a ball.
      • Deathbott Character Art
    • Media Reviews >
      • Danganronpa Trial 3's: They Suck
      • And I Wonder (Kanye West)
      • So…What’s Up With REANIMAL?
    • Sports Panel >
      • Boys Swim: Senior Highlight
      • Girls Swim: Senior Highlight
      • Girls Basketball: Senior Highlight
  • Featured Article
    • The Queen Is Dead
    • Know Your Rights: What To Do Around Ice
  • Teacher's Corner
    • Teachers Corner: DeVaul
    • Teachers Corner: Ejzak: How to Combat chatGPT? Embrace the Same Anti-Authoritarian Teaching Practices We Should’ve Been Doing All Along
    • Teacher's Corner: Mr. Hazzard's Love Letter To Brooks
    • Teacher's Corner: Gordon
    • Teacher's Corner: Wilde
    • Teacher's Corner: David
    • Teacher's Corner: Ejzak
    • Teacher's Corner: Rago
  • Archive
    • 9.25 >
      • Two
      • Young and Pretty
      • Chimeras: Growing Up in Majority-White and Majority-Black Schools
      • My Favorite Color Used To Be Pink
      • Good Mother
      • Cancel the Mouse: Why New Disney Sucks
      • Is Hope the New Punk Rock?: Superman Movie Review
    • 10.25 >
      • Ignorance Is PURE Bliss
      • The Subjectivity of Creativity: How Wrongful Interpretation is Dangerous
      • Petty Games
      • If You're So Wise, Why Do You Come Off So Passionless?
      • How Animal Farm by George Orwell Still Speaks Today
      • How To Train Your Hyper-Realistic Live Action Reboot
      • Absense of August
      • Art fight Collection
    • 11.25 >
      • The Overconsumption Cycle
      • My Experience Being Painfully Insecure.
      • An Age-Old Question
      • They Hate Us Cause They Ain't Us
      • Transgressions Against the Father
      • Watership Down
      • The Black Phone 2: More is Less
      • How Fish Became Gods
    • 1.26 >
      • The Concept of One Individual
      • Police & Black Americans—The Battle for Civil Rights
      • White Hair Braiders
      • The Dust Under My Bed
      • Popular (Wicked)
      • “Carpe Diem, Seize The Day.” - A Media Review On Dead Poets Society
      • They Could've Made Anything, but They Chose This Book
    • 2.26 >
      • The Only Thing More Powerful Than Hate is Love
      • Is it Possible to Separate Art From the Artist?
      • Take Things Seriously
      • Blood-Covered "Love"
      • Sunflower
      • Iron Lung Review
      • Night In the Woods Analysis: The Hole At The Center Of Everything