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My lesson in letting go

kyra johnson


I used to hold on to everything–
people, moments, and regrets–
as if letting go meant I was failing.
Like I needed to keep them close 
to prove I could handle it all.

But I’m starting to see:
letting go isn't about giving up,
It’s about making space.
Space for me,
for what’s next,
for the things that actually make me feel whole.

I’m learning that growth doesn't always feel smooth.
Sometimes it feels like breaking apart
before things can come together.
But the old stuff doesn't always fit anymore,
and holding on only drags me down.

It’s not easy–
letting go takes time.
But little by little,
I’m starting to put it down.
And for once, I don’t feel as heavy.

I’m still figuring it out,
But I’m still learning that it’s okay to let go–
that it doesn't mean losing myself,
it means making room for who I’m becoming.

And even though it stings sometimes,
I’m finding it’s worth it.

kyra johnson

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      • Weekend Routine
      • Living Organism
      • Kaimós
      • Real
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      • Where Have All The People Gone
      • Hongdae RnB
      • Letter to Mr. Prentice: Assistant Principal Appreciation
      • My lesson in letting go
    • Op-Eds >
      • I Hate TikTok Commenters
      • Locker Room Legislation 101: Why trans women never hurt you.
      • How Much I Love Cabbage
      • Why Appealing to a Man is Impossible: The Madonna-Whore Complex
      • Everything I hate about AI
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    • Rago: I like to move it move it