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Lost and never found

Aleya Payton, October 2025

It was 2023
August 22, she was stolen from me
But not gone
Only half of her
The half I mostly needed

When she was stolen from me, it was far before her time
I wasn’t ready
When she was stolen from me, her spirit had gone
And mine had lost its vessel 

I remember that day so clearly
And for once, I didn’t want to accept reality 
That something you had your whole life
Can just simply be stripped away

That day, a part of me left 
And has never come back

I was lost
I had lost 
And nothing could change that

Til this day, I still wonder if that portion finds its way back towards me

But I’m used to life
Used to change
Used to lost
Used to relying utterly on faith 
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ALEYA PAYTON

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      • Know Your Rights: What To Do Around Ice
      • The Nature of the Soul: A Brief Insight
      • I'm Not a Writer: Small Things to Live For in the Winter
      • The Subjectivity of Creativity: How Wrongful Interpretation is Dangerous
      • A Talk About Illegals
      • We're All Racist
      • Being fast is a disease
      • 흑인들이 보낸 것입니다 (This Came From Black People)
      • Why Won't You Listen To Me???
    • CREATIVE WRITING >
      • Petty Games
      • The Diary of A Poet
      • Thunder
      • Blood
      • Woes of the Mediocre
      • Why I Follow Jesus
      • Those Girls
      • Eviscerated
      • DayDreamer
      • Masked
      • You Bring Out the Artist in Me
      • The Stars
      • God Bless America
      • Class of 2013
      • Lost and Never Found
      • If You're So Wise, Why Do You Come Off So Passionless?
      • Deathbot Chapter 1
      • In Every Universe
    • Artist Corner >
      • Europe Photos
      • Deltarune: The "Real" Reality
      • Guitar Object Study
      • Absense of August
      • Three of the LiB
      • Art fight Collection
    • Media Reviews >
      • How Animal Farm by George Orwell Still Speaks Today
      • Back To The Beginning: The Summer I Turned Pretty Season 1 Review
      • Alcoholism, Parasites, and Trauma in Weapons.
      • Perfectly Imperfect: Gilmore Girls Review
      • Hatchetfield Trilogy Review
      • How To Train Your Hyper-Realistic Live Action Reboot
  • Featured Article
    • Know Your Rights: What To Do Around Ice
  • Teacher's Corner
    • Teachers Corner: DeVaul
    • Teachers Corner: Ejzak: How to Combat chatGPT? Embrace the Same Anti-Authoritarian Teaching Practices We Should’ve Been Doing All Along
    • Teacher's Corner: Mr. Hazzard's Love Letter To Brooks
    • Teacher's Corner: Gordon
    • Teacher's Corner: Wilde
    • Teacher's Corner: David
    • Teacher's Corner: Ejzak
    • Teacher's Corner: Rago
  • Archive
    • 9.25 >
      • In Another Universe
      • Two
      • Is Hope the New Punk Rock?: Superman Movie Review
      • Pretty in Pink
      • Cancel the Mouse: Why New Disney Sucks
      • Lampshade
      • Rose Garden
      • My Favorite Color Used To Be Pink
      • I'm Not a Writer: The Importance of Being Bad at Things
      • American Circus
      • Freedom Within The Soul
      • Watering Can
      • Are America’s Food Regulations Really Keeping Us Safe?
      • You!!
      • My Father's Son
      • Good Mother
      • Broken Mold
      • Young and Pretty
      • Pluto
      • Always.
      • Eyes
      • Two Summers
      • "Are You Stupid?"
      • Chimeras: Growing Up in Majority-White and Majority-Black Schools