Drifting in the ocean is all I do
Thinking is all I do
Never acting
Never moving
Never laughing
Just thinking
Thinking of my purpose in life
Thinking of how everyone around me has something to offer
​ While I’m here, just drifting

Not working
Not swimming
Not smiling
Just drifting
Drifting and thinking

My specialties
They’re all I do and all I will ever do
They say nothing in life is permanent, but this definitely is

Forever, all I will do is drift and think
No exploring
No adventure
No happiness

Just drifting and thinking

Trying to make sense of meaningless existences
Trying to make sense of the jealousy that brews within my soul
Trying, and failing, to be something

To live a life that can be looked upon in the future with grace To live knowing that I was something

Anything
Even if that life is filled with hardship
I just want to do something with the limited time I have on this planet
That’s what thinking does to you

It makes you sad
It makes you angry
It makes you empty

So I will just drift into nothingness 

And think the thoughts of a mere fish
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​Jazirrah Davis-Carter