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​Heartbreak is a massacre.

​NOVEMBER, 2025 ⟡ LUCAS ALLEN


Heartbreak is defined by what it is not.

It mocks relief; tranquility becomes a privilege, and keeping time is no longer your choice.
We’re hysterical, it’s something about your eyes, they’re my nirvana.
Something about lingering into nighttime.
Something about knowing it isn’t forever. 

Heartbreak is not a prophecy. 
It’s grieving before the gun goes off.
Gnawing, wretched, aggravation because it was all so avoidable.
In the grooves itched between your subconscious, it writes empty letters to them, those you wish could fix it all.
There’s no alternative.

Heartbreak is not relatable. 
Everyone feels it, but not in the way you do; it’s indescribably profound, yet so dull.
It fancies itself, lingering to remind you of what you won’t feel again.
The whooping cough nobody has a remedy for, the unfinished sentences, and every single memory that will never happen.
It’s coaxed into a melody you listen to until its past association is a melancholy blur. 

Heartbreak is not eloquent.
Only after answering the phone before the 9th ring can you wallow in what each one could have been.
Each glint of rage tucked into your tears for all the words they didn’t hear you say.
Every diary entry crumpled, your dead presence looming– it makes me dizzy– the way your paintings stare into my eyes as I lie to sleep.
It’s not the present act of your heart cracking in two; it’s the anticipation when you knew it was coming, aggravation at myself for ever getting so attached.

Heartbreak is nobody new.
It just is.
You, the reader, have infinite possibilities too to one day find it.
Interpret your life beyond the in-between, gently feel the grooves beneath your feet.
Enjoy the acoustic all on your own.

Heartbreak can echo, and it will.
It defines itself by what it cannot be, so in return, you must be.


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      • America’s Broken Mirror
      • 400 Lux
      • The boy who feels like Monday
      • Transgressions Against the Father
      • How Fish Become Gods
      • How Fish Become Gods Pt.2
      • Colors of The Wind
      • Friends Forever Not
      • written
      • Why I Spend so Much Time on Rooftops
      • I am from trees and flowers in autumn
      • I WONDER
      • Deathbot Chapter 2: Mellow Rain
      • stolen whispers
      • Puppets in Suits
      • They Hate Us Cause They Ain't Us
      • Heartbreak is a massacre.
      • affliction
      • Sides
      • I Refuse To Cry
      • The Silent Wonders of Time
      • Why So Serious?
      • The Painful Wonders of Space
      • Ante Meridiem
    • Artist Corner >
      • How Fish Became Gods
      • D&D Compilation
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      • Watership Down
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      • My Favorite Color Used To Be Pink
      • I'm Not a Writer: The Importance of Being Bad at Things
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      • Watering Can
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      • Alcoholism, Parasites, and Trauma in Weapons.
      • How Animal Farm by George Orwell Still Speaks Today
      • Back To The Beginning: The Summer I Turned Pretty Season 1 Review
      • Deathbot Chapter 1
      • Art fight Collection
      • 흑인들이 보낸 것입니다 (This Came From Black People)
      • How To Train Your Hyper-Realistic Live Action Reboot
      • Petty Games
      • The Diary of A Poet
      • Hatchetfield Trilogy Review
      • Guitar Object Study
      • Thunder
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      • God Bless America
      • Eviscerated
      • Masked
      • Those Girls
      • Why I Follow Jesus
      • The Subjectivity of Creativity: How Wrongful Interpretation is Dangerous
      • Stolen Whispers
      • Blood
      • Class of 2013