Whoever said friends were forever lied
No one is meant to stay
Everyone at some point would leave, turning their back on you
No one will stay friends forever
Losing one of your best friends is hard
You cry trying to find when the friendship started to crumble
Tears sting your eyes, you thought you would be forever
Whoever told you that lied; friends are not forever
Pain will wash over your heart, breaking and shattering until you feel numb
You don't need them anymore
You’re strong, so act like it
Move on, the world is moving even if your heart chatters
No matter how hard you cry, time won’t stop
At first, it didn’t bother me as much
Until I realize how much I missed you
Then my heart chattered again as a friend said she didn't want to be friends
I thought I would never have friends again
Never trust anyone the same again
They say time heals all wounds
But does it heal the one inside
The answer is yes, it does
Though not perfectly healed- formed with cracks
Once my heart chattered, I didn’t know what I liked anymore
Everything felt numb
The only emotions left were rage and calmness
But over a year later, crakes showed and started smiling genuinely again
And trusting again
You think I don't remember when you skipped me handing out treats
Knowing full well you didn’t get enough
You glanced at me and skipped me
I couldn’t help but laugh inside
I don’t think I will have a genuine friendship- a strong one ever
All of them carry on in their lives
Acting as if I don’t belong there
Was I too clingy
Was I too talkative
In reality, I know the reason, I’m no fun
I just tag along like a third-wheeler
The rest of you turned cold
Sometimes making my blood boil
But is it really worth it to keep these ties
I can be alone as I have always been
What’s the use not to
I could die alone, but with a smile
Friendships mean so much to me
Thinking we would grow old together
What a fool I was
Now you act as if nothing changed
Warm but distant
I’m not playing any games
Around my friends, I feel alone
They have each other
I’m just the odd one
It seems I’m not relevant
You’re just focused on each other until the middle of the year
When you became warmer
Still, I’m stuck in the past, stuck in the negative endless cycle
Then, as if it all clicked
I didn’t care about it anymore
Want to tell my friends? sure
If not, go ahead
I don't care anymore
Why waste my time on something that’s not forever
Why try so hard for people who don’t understand me
But maybe things would change
Maybe this is the chapter in my story
The one I need to get through
Maybe I will have strong friendships
I’m not saying I have bad friends
I’m just saying I'm not that close to them or understand
At times, you ignore my texts
But will text the other
I’m just a black rose in a patch of yellow flowers
Friends are not forever
No one is meant to stay
Everyone at some point would leave, turning their back on you
No one will stay friends forever
Losing one of your best friends is hard
You cry trying to find when the friendship started to crumble
Tears sting your eyes, you thought you would be forever
Whoever told you that lied; friends are not forever
Pain will wash over your heart, breaking and shattering until you feel numb
You don't need them anymore
You’re strong, so act like it
Move on, the world is moving even if your heart chatters
No matter how hard you cry, time won’t stop
At first, it didn’t bother me as much
Until I realize how much I missed you
Then my heart chattered again as a friend said she didn't want to be friends
I thought I would never have friends again
Never trust anyone the same again
They say time heals all wounds
But does it heal the one inside
The answer is yes, it does
Though not perfectly healed- formed with cracks
Once my heart chattered, I didn’t know what I liked anymore
Everything felt numb
The only emotions left were rage and calmness
But over a year later, crakes showed and started smiling genuinely again
And trusting again
You think I don't remember when you skipped me handing out treats
Knowing full well you didn’t get enough
You glanced at me and skipped me
I couldn’t help but laugh inside
I don’t think I will have a genuine friendship- a strong one ever
All of them carry on in their lives
Acting as if I don’t belong there
Was I too clingy
Was I too talkative
In reality, I know the reason, I’m no fun
I just tag along like a third-wheeler
The rest of you turned cold
Sometimes making my blood boil
But is it really worth it to keep these ties
I can be alone as I have always been
What’s the use not to
I could die alone, but with a smile
Friendships mean so much to me
Thinking we would grow old together
What a fool I was
Now you act as if nothing changed
Warm but distant
I’m not playing any games
Around my friends, I feel alone
They have each other
I’m just the odd one
It seems I’m not relevant
You’re just focused on each other until the middle of the year
When you became warmer
Still, I’m stuck in the past, stuck in the negative endless cycle
Then, as if it all clicked
I didn’t care about it anymore
Want to tell my friends? sure
If not, go ahead
I don't care anymore
Why waste my time on something that’s not forever
Why try so hard for people who don’t understand me
But maybe things would change
Maybe this is the chapter in my story
The one I need to get through
Maybe I will have strong friendships
I’m not saying I have bad friends
I’m just saying I'm not that close to them or understand
At times, you ignore my texts
But will text the other
I’m just a black rose in a patch of yellow flowers
Friends are not forever
